Bye 2011, Stay Dead.

I hate 2011. So I don't think I would even want to describe how 2011 was. During a recent train ride with Elli, I told her how I thought I chose the wrong friends during 2011. She replied; "I take them as life lessons". That is exactly how I will look at them. As life lessons. People say it's just a phase. You have no idea how I'm glad to get that phase over with.

The beginning of 2011 sucked.
The middle of 2011 sucked even more.

The only time I enjoyed my 2011 was after SPM. Cutting loose all the connections from people whom practically made my life a mess rather than making it better. Believe me, it's my fault for letting people into my life so easily. Rather than putting up a strong stand, I let them walk over me. If you gave me a choice to relive 2011, the only moment was during my preparations for SPM. Cause I know, for sure, I could've done better and I could've made my parents expectations of what I know I'm capable of true. Instead? I let people walk over me as if I'm some dirty grain city pathway. Spit by society, caring the thought of others instead of my own happiness.

But guess what, that's never going to happen anymore. So I'm laying you down in an imaginary coffin. May you rest in peace with black roses and sharp thorns & I know Allah S.W.T made my life just the way He wanted it to be. I'm pretty sure He has better plans for me in 2012 as well.

Bye 2011, stay dead.