Sticks and Stones Are Never Gonna Break Me

I didn't go to school today, instead I slept until about 11 with breaks of course. I finished reading "Does My Head Look Big in This" and well, I wouldn't say the book was exciting but surely the author had a good point about how Muslims are judged in most countries. I enjoyed the book although it was pretty much fan-fiction shiz.

The original plan was to watch the new German exchange student play football with our school's football team but it was canceled pretty much because I guess everyone wanted to go home. So instead, I headed to Amalina's house where I met up with Shira, Lala and Della. Hehauheauihae.

Watched Saw 6, and pretty much halfway through Della went back so the three of us were practically flipping channels while munching on sausages(thumbs haha), fries and fried chicken when the annoying voice of Beyonce came out from my phone. Lala was hysterical, she picked up the phone and screamed her lungs out. Yasir called ahahaha.

So while Lala was busy interupting my conversation, Yasir lost RM2 on his phone card laughing and not saying anything just because Lala was shouting and singing "I miss you like crazy" and running around here and there. Believe me, it was friggin chaotic. Hahaha.

So I spoke to Ali Syafiq as well since it's been a long time since I heard anything from him and he was being so nice heuheauihaehe hahahahhaha. Then I spoke to Yasir again and then Shira, Amalina and Lala were calling me self-centered so fine, I turned on the loudspeaker and suddenly everyone was silent. Hahaha tak ke bangang tu.

So after approximately 8 minutes, hung up and everyone got bored again so we did stupid stuff. Yes, stupid stuff haha from pills to cabinets then everyone went home byebye.

I won't be updating this blog for awhile, I'm being admitted in the hospital tomorrow so wish me well! Bye guys, I love you all mmuah mmuah hahahaha.

Get A Life

Today I feel empty again. You know what, time flies by so fast-except this week has been super duper slow.

Dup-dap-dup-dap it's already February. Everyone's busy leaving the school/complaining on why they didn't get to leave the school/staying at the freaking school. I'm sick and tired of that school to tell you the truth. I'm sick and tired of the whole system, I'm sick and tired with the whole "I have this title you don't", sick of everything and all that stressed out tension and mix em all up equals to stress+lack of sleep+the loss of mood to even study anymore.

You know, being in this generation which people predict doomsday is going to happen soon. I'm afraid of many things-especially since time is flying by fast. I have more than a million things to achieve before I die, I'm afraid of dying.

Thanks for reading this crappy post.

Bored of People Asking Where I'll Be For 2 Months

I'm bored of keeping it private, besides like most of my friends know anyways so who the fuck cares. But yes, I'm sick!

Apparently my spine isn't straight, it's like deformed or something I don't know. Most spine's are like straight but mine's in a C shape cause it has this very annoying curve. I've known that I have this disease since last year, and I'm finally going for surgery this Wednesday. Which is very very cool since like, I've never gone for surgery before. Hehiuaheahe.

And it's weird cause I'm not freaked out at all. Maybe because I'm tired of having back pain and feeling like an old lady or whatever but since I'm like bored of it, I'm going to have 18 screws at my spine and two metal rods cemented nicely on my back so I become somewhat like a Terminator/Humanoid machine with an armour of steel. Haaa, cool huh? I like gory stuff and I know this one is going to be one(I watched it on Dr. Oz or whatever and seriously, it's so cool. They actually drill the screws in and stuff) but I won't be able to see/feel any of it since I'll be on anesthetic not that I would want to feel it but seeing it would be awesome heuhaiuaehea :D.

Oh and what causes this spine of mine to be like this? There isn't a cause cause it's like, you get it or you don't. -_- Qada' and Qadar right? But I'm happy cause even though I'm too young to go through all of this(ceyyy), I still love my spine and at least I have a spine. It just means I'm a bit special because I have this and I'm okay with it no doubt. Huheuaheaihea.

So I'll be hanging out at the hospital for a week with loads of morphine cause it's a major surgery and I'll be back home and I won't be able to go to school for 2+ months since doctor's call it "recuperating" *GONGG* and then I'm going to take Yoga classes since it's good for my spine and I can be a happy, normal, average teenager who doesn't get back pain and has unbalanced ribs since once is like crushing my lung right now, YUCHS.

Now I'm going to off now, since I have two new books to read. Byebye, evuhreabadi HAHA :D