Though this is something I would rather not remember the rest of my life, help me God, I hope one day the next guy I date will read this and take caution of how fragile my heart can be. Because I am tired. I am tired of being lied to, I am tired of being the one blamed for being the cause of every negativity in a relationship -- most importantly, I am tired of being cheated on, countless of times. I am tired.
I trust you enough to tell you my aspirations, my flaws. I put your world ahead of mine and the least you could have done for me was to respect my feelings as a human being - yet, you cheated. God knows while you told me I meant the world to you, you were swiping right, or even chatting your devilish ways with another girl I would not even want to know who, how or see her face.
Because nothing grounds a man like respect.
Disappointing to know that you're nothing near a man. You're just a wimp.
Thursday, July 27
Tuesday, July 18
A Year's Worth
The people I spent a year invading their house for free food and entertainment graduated today - and of course, I couldn't be happier. The day before, Hassan brought me out to the city to just walk around and clear my head off. We watched a movie, ate lunch/early dinner - he even become my fashion consultant for the day picking out dresses at Topshop - lol. We bought a film camera for fun and just lazed around at the park, but I guess that's for another day's story.
Today we celebrate the Engineering boys finally ending their four year pursuit - the four boys who were my brothers through out my journey here in Cardiff - and also the two lawyers who had to layan me crying like a donkey last week at St. David's.
I'm going to miss you guys - being left behind in Cardiff alone is going to be a bore. Thank you guys, for always being there for me and opening your doors whenever living alone felt dreadful. This sea gull infested place won't be the same without you.
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